The Tree With The Hole On Her Every Leaves

sometimes,
the tree needs the wind

to shake her up,
shivering her branches

to remind her so she could tone down a bit

when the time comes

when people with disorder imagination,
are illegible,
are everywhere,

lying buried with their own vomit
and
tears.

boohoo.

The Surface

you think you know someone,

until they blurted out 'I want to break up', 'this is not working', 'you better off without me', and another bullshit thingy they made up just to console themselves so they wouldn't feel really bad about themselves, by dumping someone.

dumping someone.

is that even a real phrase?

I don't understand. not even the right person to answer that question.

dumping someone. here is how it works.

they started to take it out on you. started to blame all of those shits on you. said that you went mental and got angry for everything. 

if that the case, well they should have taken you to a doctor, not just dump you in the end of the road.

and if that the case, well they should have taken a closer look to themselves, because for all I know, it takes a psycho to turn someone into a psycho.

and there was the time, when you were just so tired, you couldn't argue.

you accepted all of those bad things that accused to you.

you absorbed them into your brain. planted them way too deeply. 

overthink, and started to doubt yourself.

is that true? am I really the bad guy here?

but that's just another story.

again, you thought you knew someone, but turns out you didn't.

everything, just on the surface.

everything you built is destroyed in couple seconds, right before your eyes.

everything you believe, is a lie. 

a masterpiece one of a lie.

sadly, you drown to it.

although you know, you've never been able to bring yourself back to the surface.

the surface? sounds like a simple word with a beautiful vision.

salty fresh air, sunshine burns your skin and you get blind for a second.

you started to reach it, for the sake of your life.

so depressed,

you embrace it,

all over again.