The Tree With The Hole On Her Every Leaves

sometimes,
the tree needs the wind

to shake her up,
shivering her branches

to remind her so she could tone down a bit

when the time comes

when people with disorder imagination,
are illegible,
are everywhere,

lying buried with their own vomit
and
tears.

boohoo.

The Surface

you think you know someone,

until they blurted out 'I want to break up', 'this is not working', 'you better off without me', and another bullshit thingy they made up just to console themselves so they wouldn't feel really bad about themselves, by dumping someone.

dumping someone.

is that even a real phrase?

I don't understand. not even the right person to answer that question.

dumping someone. here is how it works.

they started to take it out on you. started to blame all of those shits on you. said that you went mental and got angry for everything. 

if that the case, well they should have taken you to a doctor, not just dump you in the end of the road.

and if that the case, well they should have taken a closer look to themselves, because for all I know, it takes a psycho to turn someone into a psycho.

and there was the time, when you were just so tired, you couldn't argue.

you accepted all of those bad things that accused to you.

you absorbed them into your brain. planted them way too deeply. 

overthink, and started to doubt yourself.

is that true? am I really the bad guy here?

but that's just another story.

again, you thought you knew someone, but turns out you didn't.

everything, just on the surface.

everything you built is destroyed in couple seconds, right before your eyes.

everything you believe, is a lie. 

a masterpiece one of a lie.

sadly, you drown to it.

although you know, you've never been able to bring yourself back to the surface.

the surface? sounds like a simple word with a beautiful vision.

salty fresh air, sunshine burns your skin and you get blind for a second.

you started to reach it, for the sake of your life.

so depressed,

you embrace it,

all over again.

Review: Inception

today is the greatest day of my life. guess why? I've seen one of the most genius movie that I've ever seen in my entire life!!! it was... Inception! (directed by Christopher Nolan)
it has become my favorite movie, right exactly after I reached the ending. I keep thanking God I could experience and watch that super cool movie myself.








there are several things that I love from that movie;

1. the detail; the details were so smart and impressive. there were a lot of slow-motion scenes in it (they were explaining something, fyi). they were god-damnly beautiful. I do love those kind of scenes. bit remind me of some scenes in Hurt Locker tho. but in different way of course.

2. Leonardo DiCaprio; he has become a very good actor after got an opportunity to play in a same movie with Tom Hanks (Catch Me If You Can) he's really good in acting as a depressed guy who had been left by his wife. (Shutter Island)

3. the picture; I'll bet Inception will be the winner of The Best Picture in any Awards' 2010. the picture is like.... shocking! my favorite is when Arthur (cast: Joseph Gordon-Levitt) had a fight with some kind of enemies in hotel. it was totally amazing.


4. the ending; this part was sort of getting my edge! I reached my orgasm when I was watching the ending. uuugh it was kind of open-ending by the way. and I guess that what makes the movie becomes one kind of masterpiece... hail to Nolan!

oh well actually, still there are a bunch of things that I adore from that movie! just got nothing else to describe how wonderful the film was. I just can advice, you guys got to watch it yourselves!

PS: this movie has kind of complicated story and scenes. so you better watch it with your friend who has interest in this kind of movie and could discuss it later with you. happy watching!

PS again: you could read a real review of Inception movie by Roger Ebert's Inception Review

My Adorable Guys

how could I forget about these kinda things that I really loved when I was a lil girl?
well, I still love these guys like forever, and I still read Donald Duck's magazine like forever and ever. the last time I read it is last night, a moment before i started to fall asleep.
actually, childish is not really my trait, but Disney's family is just kinda exception for me. I do love all of the McDuck's family. really love! like head over heels. they are way too cuteeeee and totally amusing to read!

Donald Duck, grumpy and hot-headed are his traits. his favourite phrase is "oh boy.. oh boy.. oh boy.." sometimes, he just can't get a rid of his 3 nieces, Huey, Dewey, and Louie.

Huey, Dewey, Loie are nephews of Donald Duck, they call him 'Uncle Donald' and they live under the same roof with him. actually they're kinda nice and friendly kids. they like to help anothers. it's their uncle, who doesn't get it and always noses and hovers what they actually do.

Daisy Duck, this nothing but beautiful duck is Donald's lover.

she's such a gossiper and like to twit around.
she's being chased by 2 idiot guys, Donald Duck and Gladstone Gander. but she seems that she enjoys it.

Gladstone Gander, this guy is the luckiest man in Duckburg.
he likes to challenge Donald in every chances he get.
I actually hate him tho. he's kinda mean gander.
Donald is way cooler and way more handsome than him, I assume!

Uncle Scrooge, he is Donald's uncle, and Huey Dewey Loie's uncle and Daisy's uncle and... well actually he's everybody's uncle. ugh no one knows exactly why everybody calls him 'uncle' (except The Beagle Boys, and Magica the Spell themselves) he's kinda the richest man in the Duckburg. he got that money bin on the hill and he really loves his first dim.

this is Uncle Scrooge's Money Bin

Magica De Spell, she is a witch who really adores Uncle Scrooge's first dim. she's mean but yet gorgeous. I like her style, and the way she makes up her eyes. kinda brave and smokey yet bit spooky. anyway she lives on Vesuvius mountain with her crow. what a rock chick!



Gyro Gearloose, he is an inventor and he is clumsy. he used to forget about his own invention's function. sometimes his invention just cause any trouble for himself, or for Donald's, or for Uncle Scrooge's, even for The Beagle Boys'.

and now you've already seen my favourite cartoon of my entire life then! they're way soooo adorable. if you guys wanna read their hilarious comic, just clik here

happy reading! enjoy them as much as I do!

P.S: you must be wondering why there's no Micky Mouse picture at all... well, let me make this straight, I EXTREMELY HATE MICKY MOUSE!!!! he's kinda Mr. Know-It-All and Mr. Not-Funny-at-All.

P.S again: and oh yeah, I just don't get it. how could a mouse be smarter than any other creatures in their world??? once again, A MOUSE??? blergh!

Happy Daddy's Day

today, June 20, is Daddy's Day. as far as I know, Father's Day only exists in Japan. not in any other country. but it doesn't really matter for me.
so about an hour ago, I went to hug my dad and said "I love you, Pi" and kiss him on his cheek. he smiled and said "there's no such thing in Indonesia. it only happens in Japan"
even he didn't say that he loves me too, but I know he's happy inside his heart, and I know that he loves me more than I love him.

ugh does anyone think this post is such a mellow-dramatic thing? because I do. so I better end up this post now before I burst into tears. hahahaha

I love you, Dad. and Happy Father's Day to all of the father in the world! you guys rock!

My Personal Legend

the picture beside is John Lennon and his love, Yoko Ono.

as far as I know, Lennon was so in love with Ono, till he had chosen Ono to The Beatles. oh well, love is absolutely blind. it was such a romantic story tho...

frankly, I hope there will be a John Lennon walks in my life. I mean, not the real Lennon, but the guy who will trade anything of his belonging, (even his rock n roll band) to get to me, to be with me. well I do hope.






P.S: I got this picture from Google. I've forgotten the site but yeah it's written clearly from where it is, Rolling Stone Magazine. the picture rocks!

Ini Untuk D

07 Mei 2007

wanita tegar itu dia
tak pantas dikecewakan
alih-alih dihunus malaikat putih berpedang tua

tak percaya dia bisa begitu kuat
jika aku, mungkin sudah mati
tersayat paku berkarat

wanita tegar itu kehilangan orientasinya
tak lagi mengenal batas antara cinta
dan iming-iming keindahan

nyanyiannya tak mencungkil mata, apalagi hati
hanya menambah wibawa dan danau air mata
yang akan ditenggaknya sendiri

apakah itu takdirnya,
yang dirancang iblis agar jatuh cinta pada seorang pendeta muda?
ataukah mungkin hanya jebakan murahan,
yang dibuat rombongan penyanyi sekolah minggu?

adil?
menurutku tidak
berbeda Tuhan lalu tak bisa bercinta,
hanya pikiran picik seorang picisan